i pushed everyone away and now i cry over the fact nobodyhas come to save me. surely, if they cared, they would've tried harder? but it doesn't work like that. or maybe, maybe nobody likes me, and i was right all along. im sorry i cant be with you. i doubt you'll ever see this. i hate you so much. i hate you. i hate hate hate you. you did nothing but make me feel bad. lying piece of stupid shit.